Todd Bertuzzi vows to be a 'better person'
CTV.ca News Staff
In his first public statement in 17 months, Vancouver Canuck forward Todd Bertuzzi said he's endured "a lot of sleepless nights" over his on-ice attack of Steve Moore.
Bertuzzi said he has no answers for what happened on March 8, 2004. During a game that night against the Colorado Avalanche, Bertuzzi grabbed Moore from behind, punched him on the side of his head and then landed on top of him, driving his head into the ice.
"It happened. I can't go back and change what happened," Bertuzzi told reporters Monday at a Vancouver news conference. "The only thing I can do is come back even stronger, a better person off the ice and a better person on the ice.''
Bertuzzi said he hopes Moore, who may never play again, continues to progress and that he's back on the ice soon.
His agent, Pat Morris, said 10 attempts were made to arrange a meeting with Moore -- through the Colorado Avalanche, Moore's agent Larry Kelly, and a letter sent to Moore's lawyer Steve Danson -- but that Bertuzzi never got a response.
"You have to respect people's decisions," Bertuzzi said. "Some people forgive a lot easier than others ... I've made my attempts, but can't change someone's mindset."
Bertuzzi opened the news conference reading from a prepared statement.
"I've learned a lot, learned to put things in perspective, and learned how important hockey is to me," he said.
"There's no way I can change what happened in the past. But I'm going to do what I can that my career and my life aren't defined by what happened on March 8 but rather by what I did before and most important what I do after."
Today's statement was the first time Bertuzzi spoke publicly since his tearful apology a few days after the attack. He managed to control his emotions this time, but had to pause to regain his composure.
"I know I wish that day never happened. It's been some tough times but I've got some good family and good friends and good peers in the league that have helped me get over the hump and to move forward."
Last week, the National Hockey League reinstated Bertuzzi.
In a 4,500-word ruling, NHL Commissioner Bettman said he believed that Bertuzzi "is genuinely remorseful and apologetic for his actions ... and the consequences that have flowed from such actions.''
The same day Bertuzzi was reinstated, Hockey Canada asked the hulking forward to attend this week's Olympic training camp in Vancouver and Kelowna.
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Wayne Gretzky, Team Canada's executive director, said he didn't hesitate to invite Bertuzzi to training camp once he was reinstated.
"Todd feels worse about what happened than anybody," said Gretzky.
"He has been punished and served his time."
Potential teammates of Bertuzzi on the Olympic team sounded a similar tone of forgiveness.
"This is an incident that happened and the most important thing is Steve Moore is doing better," said Colorado Avalanche captain Joe Sakic.
"Todd has served his suspension and it was a lengthy suspension. ...He served that and you move on."
Fans, meanwhile, greeted Bertuzzi enthusiastically when he lined up for an Olympic team picture Monday night at Vancouver's GM place.
Earlier, fans gave him a loud ovation when he beat the goaltender on the short side during practice with a low, hard shot.
Following the March 8 incident, the league suspended Bertuzzi indefinitely. He sat out the rest of the regular season and all of the post-season. He wasn't allowed to play in the World Cup of Hockey last September, or the past two world championships.
The suspension cost Bertuzzi $501,926.39 in salary. He is due to earn $5,269,333 from the Canucks in the upcoming season.
Bertuzzi also pled guilty in December in a Vancouver court to criminal assault and was given a conditional discharge. He was sentenced to a year's probation and 80 hours of community service.
But the reinstatement doesn't mean Bertuzzi is completely off the hook. He will be "on probation" for the 2005-06 season.
And as per the conditions of his probation, Bertuzzi will not be allowed to play hockey or engage "in any other sporting activity involving Mr. Moore as a participant.''
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ahh the canadian past time, 12 men on razor blades moving at 35 mph,each carring a chunk of lumber all chaseing a 6 oz frozen rubber disc, trying to fire this disc at over 100 mph at or thru a man garding a 6x4 area, to achive a goal. Given this , what would one expect to happen, surly not violance
this is a bigger issue , police charging a hocey player for playing the game? , it fits with the wishy wash nature of most of the population of canada.
how about charging a ball player with a brush back pitch , or a linebacker hitting a qb to hard or a golfer hitting a ball in to a gallery , or a nascar driver for draft bumbing at 180 mph
this all happens in a sporting arena, each player knew what could and dose happen in any sport .
kinda makes hockey a girls sport only in canada eh
Hows this for career ending.
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It was a pre meditated assault. His suspension should have been the same duration a prison sentence would be for such a crime. He should have served time in prison for what he did. Does someone have to be killed before criminal charges are laid for these acts?
great too see old 44 playing for vancover again, this year's hockey seems to be missing something out there, maybe emotion. I think the players are getting on the shy side about hitting, after all they may be charged with something or the other